Summary: Mulder and Scully are
in a relationship.Scully is seriously hurt and Mulder blames himself.
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Sara B. 03/07
in the chair watching the monitors and tried to reassure himself with the fact she was still alive and that meant there was
still a chance.Her battered body remained motionless in the sterile white sheets
of the hospital bed, as it had for that last three days.Her arms were stiff
at her sides in restraints to keep her from pulling at the various tubes if she came out of the coma.‘When’ she came out he amended quickly; when not ‘if’.
a bandage around her head covering a deep gash caused by a fallen beam.Her right
leg was broken in three places and she had several broken ribs, one of which pierced a lung.
over and kissed her cheek, “Scully, I’m so sorry.God, I’m…”
he began to sob and his tears fell to her arm.
Mulder, are you alright?”The gentle voice came from Brian Courtney
R.N.He’d come in to record Scully’s latest readings.
Brian,” Mulder sighed deeply.“Better than Scully.”
Mulder, you have to give her time.She’s holding her own.And, considering the condition she was in when she arrived she’s doing really well.Her heart stopped twice during the ambulance ride.”Mulder
sat back and stared at Scully completely stunned.No one had told him that she’d
died and it happened twice.“She’s a strong determined woman, Agent
Mulder.If anyone will recover it is Dana Scully.”
hardly breathe, “it was all my fault.”
would you believe that?You were investigating and the bomb went off; she was
in the wrong place.There is nothing you could have done.”Brian tried to console Mulder.
wrong.It’s because of me she’s in that bed.”Mulder’s eyes never wavered from Scully’s too white face.
a dinner break coming up.Why don’t you join me in the cafeteria and tell
me what happened?”He saw the protest in Mulder’s eyes.“She’s not going anywhere.If she wakes up they’ll
page us and I think you need to get it out of your system.Besides, you look
like you need to eat.Do you even remember your last meal?”
about it for a moment.Mrs. Scully brought him a sandwich at
but most of it ended up in the trash.
They got their
food and took the last booth nearest the door.Once they were settled, Brian
encouraged Mulder to talk.“God, where to start?”Mulder began and looked to the far wall as if hoping the story would be written on the masonry.“For the last several years I’ve carried on, what I thought was a harmless, flirtation with
an Agent Trina Andrews.It was nothing, just fun.I never dreamt she took it seriously.Two months ago Scully and I finally
got together, if you understand my meaning.We didn’t hide it; even our
boss knew and gave us his blessing.I love her so much and I can’t believe…”Mulder’s voice broke and Brian handed him some napkins.
Mulder, what happened?”Brian gently prodded.
week, the day before this happened, we had a major fight; big blowout.I was
flirting with Trina and Scully walked in on us.She caught a little of the conversation
and let me just say it was a bit raw.She made the obvious leap and thought I’d
been cheating on her.I ran after her but couldn’t find her until I caught
up with her at her apartment.It was loud and painful and we both said some pretty
horrible things but I was way out of line and accused her of spying on me and stormed out.
next morning she didn’t come to our office and I didn’t see her until we attended a meeting regarding the Chesapeake
Bomber case.Trina was lead and handed out the assignments.She assigned me to assist her so we were together all day and I played it up. Every time Scully saw us
I acted like the moronic immature child she’d called me the night before.”Mulder got up to refill his coffee and Brian knew this was what Mulder needed; it was cathartic for the broken Fibbie.
silently for a moment as if trying to figure out where he’d left off, Brian remained silent.“I didn’t know Trina gave Scully the worst job, investigate the basement, and she sent her
alone which was completely against protocol.Trina and I were working the ground
floor when Mike Williams called over the radio that he found a counter and everyone needed to evacuate immediately.We ran out and got clear just seconds before the explosion.There
we all were with the usual tittering and jokes that follow narrow misses when Skinner asked where Scully was.She was nowhere around.I tried to run into the building but
Trina grabbed me and there was something in the way she looked and I knew Trina had set up Scully.Luckily, Skinner witnessed the exchange and he picked up on it too and had her detained.”Mulder’s head leaned back as he fought the tears from falling.
hours we stood there waiting for the firemen to find her. They used cadaver dogs.When they brought her out I was sure she was dead.She was close.They also found her radio; the battery had been disconnected
so she never got the warning to leave the building.All the radios were checked
before they were handed out so it had to have been switched.Paul Barron remembered
that Trina asked to borrow Scully’s radio for a moment before Scully headed out.They think she switched it then.I heard from Skinner this morning that
Trina’s prints were found on the battery box.
did a search of all the Bomber files and found out the bombing started the week it got out that Scully and I were in a romantic
relationship.Trina was the bomber and she’d been planning this for a long
time.Scully is hanging by a thread, seventeen people are dead and twenty-three
others were seriously wounded because I was acting like a child.Scully could
die thinking I’d been unfaithful to her.”Mulder’s head fell
to the table.
on, let’s get back.Agent Mulder, instead of just sitting there, tell her
how you feel.Tell her what she is to you.Tell her everything, she’ll hear you.It may make the difference.”
head was next to Scully’s right hand.He’d spent the last several
hours telling her everything and anything that came into his head.Important
things like how he loved her and the Yankees standings going into post season and the unimportant things like the weather
and what movies were playing at their favorite theatre.He told her he knew about
her secret cravings for strange food combinations like Orange Sherbet and Oreo Cookies.He promised that, even as disgusting as it sounded, as soon as she was home he’d join her in her indulgence,
he was even looking forward to it.He told her that he bought her an engagement
ring a while back but hadn’t been brave enough to give it to her.Mulder
talked until exhaustion all but robbed him of his voice.
beginning to doze when her hand caressed his hair.“Lemme see the ring,”
demanded a weak, much loved, voice.
he rasped out.With just her name he was able to tell her everything he felt.
so sorry for fight.I was stupid.”
Babe, I was the stupid one.Trina was the bomber.She planned this to get rid of you.”
good plan, almost worked.”Scully said sleepily.
but she forgot we’re the Spookys, no one separates us.”
right, where’s my ring?”
came in and immediately scooted Mulder out so the doctor could assess Scully.
later Mulder was allowed back in with the admonishment not to over excite Scully.
She was much
more alert when he walked in.“Mulder, you look ragged and thin.Where’s Brian, he’s supposed to watch you when I can’t.”
Brian called from the doorway, “I can only do so much.You know how stubborn
that,” Mulder protested.
is a stubborn one,” Scully said as if Mulder hadn’t spoken, “I wouldn’t want him any other way.”She graced Mulder with a precious smile and he melted.“Now, where’s my ring?”